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kailaraining:

cicconeyouthh:

As long as you’re still feeling, you’re not dead yet.

kailaraining:

quote-book:

Looking for Alaska by John Green

(Submitted by: Alanna)

nothing is going to stop the human race from racing.

(via kailaraining)

It is amusing when everything is confusing.

(via kailaraining)

Don’t stress the small stuff too much; will you really remember it in a few years?

kailaraining:

stephyyboo:

(via daphneemarie)

kailaraining:

fuckyeahnotes:

treeswithoutleaves:

ladies and gentlemen

kailaraining:

I played my last real basketball game ever today. I stayed calm and happy for the whole thing, which is a big deal for me. I actually enjoyed the whole thing. With about 10 minutes left, and 4 fouls (if you get 5 you’re kicked out), I decided that I was happy with it all and it was the perfect time to end. A girl was driving thr basket beside me, so I dramatically slapped the ball out of her hands, getting my 5th foul. As soon as the ref blew the whistle, smiling, I turned around and walked off the bench. Nobody was mad at me (minus the bitch, but she doesn’t count). Most were actually proud of me, I think. My friend who doesn’t get a ton of playing time was put in and she played the last ten minutes really well. On the bench, I started crying tears of joy. Even though I shouldn’t have been in the greatest of moods, that really was wonderful.

Please remember the moral of this story: stop when you’re ready. Even if nobody else is.

kailaraining:

I don’t know what happened before or where it’s going, all I know is that it’s happening now. I’m not exactly sure what it is, but whatever happens, I know it’s gonna be okay.

It’s going to be okay.

U is for Ubiety

kailaraining:

Ubiety is defined as location; a state of being in a definite place (noun). I don’t think I always have ubiety. I am constantly daydreaming, thinking, meditating, and experiencing phantasmagoria (which, coincidentally, is my letter P entry), and when I do this I escape to another state. It’s not a physical state; I have no body at those times. It is purely a subconscious, emotional, spiritual state. My mind becomes my wonderland and my physical world around me disappears. I still have the same troubles and worries, but it’s different like this.

I could be sitting in class, but not have ubiety. I could be so distracted by my thoughts and my own world that what is going on around me simply doesn’t exist. My physical self does not exist, nor does the physical world.

It is at these times, where I have no ubiety, that I feel most free. Nothing can touch me. It is at these times that I find out the most about myself. It is at these times that I make important decisions. It is at these times that I become not the created, but the creator. I get lost in my mind and it feels like art. It is art.